ISSUE: Spring 2006
In the animal kingdom, among fish,
one father carries all of the laid eggs
in his mouth, sixty-five-day starvation
to make that flexible, deep mouth a womb.
Such sacrifice, spitting them out at last,
following that fast with the daily chores
of parenting: to guard them while they feed,
to take them back into his mouth like God.
Those babies need to grow before something
hungry finds them. They need a place to sleep
safe enough to wake again to feeding,
watched carefully by their selfless father.
He’s a living prayer, that catfish who knows
each child as he opens his mouth for them.
Though every father has limits, and so
does this one, turning his back, one morning,
as they feed, swimming away while he still
knows them, before his children grow so large
he can’t tell them from what he hungers for.
If he forgets to flee, he will eat them.
