Betsy Nelson of Arlington, Va. , sued Irving’s Sports Store of nearby Falls Church after security personnel there falsely accused her of shoplifting a basketball. Nelson, 33, was nine months pregant.
—as reported in National Lampoon’s “True Facts”
Still, it’s best to check. The sly, diversionwise practitioners
of contraband
are legion: no grimed particrumb of swag escapes
consideration, no
nook of concealment. “A mouthful of wadd
is a day’s wage,” went the wisdom in the Borrowdale
mines—wadd
being graphite, “also called kish or kellow or black-cowke”
this specific
British version being singularly pure to such degree, the
miners entered
by a trap-door, stripped, changed clothes, and after six
subterranean hours
reversed this process “under the wary superintendence of
the steward, who
is armed with loaded blunderbusses,” often his underling
grubbing
up “suspiciously-carriaged bumholes.” Plus, the saint in
the story
Jeanine tells, whose cadaver its proprietary Church refused
to parse
as separate relics; when some Princess asked a special,
solo, confessional
few minutes in its chamber, she was granted this request;
so now
we’ll leave her, as she wished it, in that candleflicker
privacy.
The story that concerns us is an infant stitched inside the
plucked-clean
ribcage of a dog; the widened rectal hole let enough of his
minimal
pushbolt of oxygen in and out. But what if he wailed, even
through the sluggish veils of sucked wine? Yes, or what if
simple random malice
slipped an image of toying around with the dead dog into
the bored heads
of those slow-wit S.S. border guards? It worked, though;
and
in fact he slipped as readily through the Jew-check at this
station, as he
slipped the day before between the antipodally-widened
thighs
of his mother: no less universes-exchanging a matter of
inches. They
go o-mouthed so assuredly that first time at the nipple
(even “helpless,”
as we see and need to see them, they’re so smoothly
neural-programmed)
that it’s clear the first, the matrix, of our tasks is smuggling:
much
the way the thimblebrain inside a newborn tern’s skull is a
3-D star chart
fired, in the egg, with the astronomical chandelier that
takes it,
weeks old only, from northern Greenland winging to the
South Pole. We
arrive here, primed in passage-blood, already possessing
the lore we later
call religious mythology, spiritual aspiration, yes and the
stink
of our possum-hole fears, not to mention the tasseled satin
corset
and muscle-tee of our chemical-written agenda of sexual
beckoning: all of it,
in us so it is us, from a Somewhere where the bossed plush
of the night sky
and the circuitry of nerve-ends touch, a page of
instructional text
en face with a page of its illustration. This is poetry-
twaddle,
however. Our story is here in this room, in plain suburban
daylight.
1991: two sides of a family gather. The mohel lifts his little
slicer-of-a-tool, then gives his ritual sufficient flick to the
pizzle:
a bris, a bunch of cousins and much chablis, and a
grandfather
telling the tale he was told, of his long hour in the
swaddling-meats
of a slaughtered dog, when he was this old. What are we
but these stories we unspool? A life is stories the way a
pencil is
70 miles. Pencil. . . I’m back to those wretches clucking a
stub
of Borrowdale writing-lead under their tongues, a pretty
penny
on the market. Or here: she’s regally departing down the
ornate ranks
of priestly observation, nodding dutifully to each damn
clerk, then through
the gate, and dashing from the shadows where I’ve stashed
her, falling
crazily at the feet of her friends, and ekeing out, in its coat
of her spit
—gnarled as a radish, the color of verdigris—the big toe of
a saint.
Albert Goldbarth