In the book when the boy nearly drowned
his legs wrapped in weeds or maybe rope
I was gripped and followed his footsteps
along the dune road to the heavy church
door that eased open at the touch of one hand
breathing cool air out against his face
his sodden trousers wrapping his calves
wet cuffs breaded white with sand
and everyone turned to look and saw
nothing but a dark door haloed with light
pushed opened by a breeze, no boy at all—
the scene was so real time slipped
into its spiraled shell and pulled its
feelers behind the hinged clasp
and I stood to pour myself a glass
of something strong enough to cut
through the feeling when I opened
those crisp pages again
to find the boy still struggling
to kick himself free
of that grasping kelp
then heave himself
onto the packed sand
his fingers carving
trails as he sputtered
and coughed
and though stunned
was soon fine.
I riffled numbly
forward then back
then forward
again and slowly
searched the entire
book but the scene
at the church was gone.