Poetry

I’m nearly eighteen, between ships, moping 
on the mess deck of Coast Guard Base 
Seattle. It’s Saturday night & I’m broke

How could they know,
how could anyone know
you were not formed by origins,

By now she knows that just because it’s thin
doesn’t mean it won’t hurt, that green is better 
than dead & dried. She needs to choose 

My love, the fox is in the yard.
The snow will bear his print a while,
then melt and go, but we who saw

I say to the lily asphodel,
onionweed—

The last time you were beside me
it was April.
I knew it was over

In flight: bird, arrow, grief.
Static: a red chair
waiting for someone in a patch of sun

Tonight I walk out into winter’s fingers
stepping from one stone