in this exploded diagram of my heart, the large
chambers, home of my love for you, are seen to enclose
constellations, memories of loves long gone, vague
designs hovering above the immense expanse of now.
watch as I try to bring one of these loosely [...]
As if my dad had said: "fetch!"
& then disappeared,
my jagging circles
beat the grass down
where I hunt & come back
one more tired time
for just a little
where there's none.
I don't know what was meant.
I've gone illegally far away,