On Becoming
… bedside conversations. We abolish spontaneity. We skip meals. We sit in rows at computers like drones, producing notes that lack flavor and … delicate bones, its spiral sac of fluid. At school I was obedient, creating color-coded study guides with perfectly …
On Becoming
… city of Arequipa. By the time I was a teenager, I had come to see Peru as a place where I could be someone else, … the heterodox Peruvian Marxist José Carlos Mariátegui in 1926. I was surprised to see Mariano’s name there—I knew … job at the Reuters Lima bureau. My father’s parents died when I was young, so I often called upon Jorge, my …
On Becoming
… he undergo multiple surgeries. His gaze was both discomfiting and magnetic, his eyes green and iron-flecked, as … “And the other man?” My seatmate sighed. The other soldier had some burning, damage in one eye. Minor injuries, … prescribed a low-dose steroid along with other pharmaceuticals. He told me to cut back on salt. I gathered up the …
On Becoming
… Because leaving my birth country happened in Spanish and coming to terms with my sexuality happened in English … to speak and write in another language whose origin is also Latin might not have been enough. Said a different way: … to an inciting incident, navigate through different plot points and experience a climax? Memories of my adolescence, …
On Becoming
… watched the crapshoot long enough to know all the various combinations on the dice. As their similar spellings might … a gift. Better people than you have gone without it. Age also means that I’ve lost enough friends and relations to … liberation, a gift for which one might willingly suffer and die. To be an ordinary person with “nothing left to do” is, …
On Becoming
… of The Cotillion Ballroom in Wichita, Kansas, on what was also Super Bowl Sunday. I wanted to get lost in row after … on the floor beside her and read Lessing’s On Cats . I was comforted by the way her tone alternated between brusque … cage of parakeets in the waiting room. When Whisky died, a friend said that every time he’d ever had an animal, …