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Two Caterpillars
He loves those first hours after she comes back.
They don’t touch right away. They walk around the house
together as if it’s not their house and slip back
into a conversation they’ve been having over the phone that morning.
He can smell the way her hair carries the weeks
she’s been gone and the country she’s been in—it reminds
him of the smell of a dog’s paw.
When he was a child, the smell of a dusty alley stayed with him
for weeks, just under his chin, after visiting the village
his father grew up in.
He can’t remember if he has ever told her this before.
But they talk of other things. Then they touch. And the smell
she carried into the house goes away, as if it was the touching
that did it, and she lies in bed, facing the ceiling, shuts
her eyes and says, I know this sounds like the start of a joke
but just listen. I walked on this road for a long time. I saw two
caterpillars, one on each side of the road—I saw them uncurl
themselves and begin to head toward each other. It happened faster
than I thought they could go. And they met
in the middle; and they stopped. They stopped with all that space
around them, everywhere, and the rushing, incoming sound.