and when I called out to the head, “Languille!” the eyelids lifted up, this time, I swear, in a distinctly normal movement, slow, as if awakening, or torn from thought.
Yet even when my disorder was at its worst, there were pleasures I can still recall. I considered it “okay” to eat when I was genuinely hungry. I don’t know if this was permission I’d received from Fat Is a Feminist Issue, a book I turned...
